ok ... i'm a little ... pissed ... i typed for ... 20 mins? ... and accidently close my blog window ... *poof* .. it's all gone .. *sobs* .. anyways i hope i can reproduce everything i typed earlier ... though i highly doubt so ... anyways .. it's around time for me to do some reflections .. i think ..
1) i seriously think i'm not a very sociable person ... i mean, sure i got friends [everyone has friends ... right?] but i don't really have any really close friends ... some are simply too busy with things or others .. some simply see me as another person .. yeah ...
2) i had an AWFULLY quiet birthday this year ... and no it wasn't enjoyable ... although i did appreciate the quiet, which was akward but nice. .. in a sense ... but it wasn't enjoyable ... but i did .. somewhat ask for it ... (i did, after all, tell my mom not to bake a cake) and keep quiet about my birthday approaching .... and to my amazement my cell group forgot about it ... ok, that hurt ..
3) i didn't exactly get any prezzies .... at least not from anyone outside my family .. (except for louisa who game me a hand-made b-day card with a self-composed poem on it .. heh heh ..) my big bro, Nat, got me a pair of red nikes, which i really like ... only wish they were orange, but red is fine and dandy =) other than family, only 3 others remembered it was my birthday and sent greetings ... =( joycelyn got me some prezzie .. but i still dun have it, eventhough i met her like ... 4 hours ago ... sheforgot to pass it to me when i gave her her bday prezzie ...
4) which remidns me how lonely i am .. in some sense ... wish i had more close friends ... and kinda wsih some of my friends would actually pick up the phone and CALL ME! .. i'm lonely k? ... and i'm a homo-sapian, a sociable being ... please ......
5) i enjoy my photography hobby alot ... though i prefer taking pics of birds more than people ..
6) in fact, i managed to earn some money from my hobby, by submitting 4 photos for a CD photo competition ... 4 photos won 3 prizes, 2nd, 3rd and 4th .. =) ... wish i won the frist, but i musn't be jealous ... but i seriously wanna see the winning pic, so i can learn from it ...
7) i cannot remember which 4 photos i submitted for the above competition ..
8) i'm in LOVE with KLOVE radio station
http://www.klove.com9) i wanna buy new christian music ...
10) in love with the some "otherside of the radio" by chris rice
11) i seriously think i may not enjoy baking as much as other and myself think i do ... and no, i don't like in the kitchen, and i don't get high turning knobs or pushing button on my dying oven ...
12) i seriously think i'll enjoy giving tuition ... and i already know a few people who are in dire need of help for their A/E maths .. rates would be, pay what you wanna pay, no amount is too much or too little ...
13) i LOVE simulation, strategy and tycoon games ALOT, even the really OLD ones ...
14) bought a fl-36 flash for my cam ... now saving for a BIGMA, 50-500mm (eqv 100-1000mm on 4/3 mount)
15) prayin' for those who are gonna take their A levels ... names on my 'A' level mugging list so far ...
+ louisa
+ joyce
+ wayne
+ (tag me and say if u wan your name here)
16) wish my vocation had more to do with photography .. having a mid-ns (think mid-life) crisis ...
17) wish i didn't accidently close the prev. window, cos that post rocked more than this one ..
18) wish some of my friends who used to call to chat ... would call ...
19) wish those of you with your 'mo-mo-ren' would appreciate them and not go overboard ... but remember that you need your friends on top of your loved ones ...
20) i think i like doing weird stuff ... does that make me weird? =P
ok, thats enough random rambling ... pity i lost the original post .. =(